I really want to live!
I wrote to him, even though I promised myself before not to.
But now it was so, and he answers not so he can go to hell too.
I can put money on that he totally shit in me, and do it now, but come with some poor excuse that he thinks I should just like, which will not happen.
But just shit in someone you're dating or having a relationship with someone, it feels like pure brittle lie.
And we are all different, but to be so damn ego-tripped, I thought no one could be.
But he can!
Finally, I will defeat this damn cancer